Sorting my self out

I have been feeling strange these day. The responsibility of two kids and a full time job is some times getting on to my nerves. This doesnt mean I dont like being mom. Being mom is the best thing that can happen to me but I feel I lost out in this mad rush of doing things the best way trying to fit in too many things and I do feel I am not doing right in managing things.

I bought a new mobile and for my husband who is notoriously loosing mobiles in the recent past. He said he will use the old mobile and insisted I use the new one. It did make me feel great that your husband wants you to feel the best and always wants you to have the best things in life.

The job which I feel isn't helping me much to grow as a person is pulling me down. I wanted to feel stable in here but I am not able to feel stable. So to feel easy I put down things I wanted to do in 2012 so as to feel my life has a purpose. By the end of the list I am already feeling better. Here is the list it isnt complete. I will keep adding to the list.

List of things I want to do in 2012

Decorate the wall of my hall which I have been postponing for the past two years
Start the scrap books for my children which I have never been able to start till now
Do something about my stagnating career
Post one picture a week in FB and be in touch with my friends better
Spend more time with my children
Lose atleast 3 more Kgs weight and become a healthy mom
Go on atleast 3-4 treks
Cycle to Mahabalipuram in 2012 which has been my dream since I moved to Chennai
Take Sam for as many tennis classes as possible.
Write more often on my blog
Click better pictures and understand My camera settings better
Learn Car driving and buy a car
Take my parents and parents in law on a holiday
Buy more Lens for my camera